Don't get excited...I'm sure it was a fluke!

The girls slept through the night last night!!!! I fed them at 10 pm, put them down and didn't hear from them until 5:55 am!!!!! I had that feeling (you moms know which one I'm talking about) and woke in a panic at 5:45 then went in to check on them to make sure that they were still breathing. It was wonderful. No waking up with pacifier drama or anything! After I fed them, changed them and kissed all over their adorable little faces, I put them down and looked at the clock and it was only 7am. I grabbed my bible, Streams in the Desert, and this book I love to read that inspires me (Mother's of Influence) and had the best quiet time I have had since October! I think that was the BEST part - even better than all the sleep (don't get me wrong the sleep was wonderful and I loved it!)

I SO wanted to call my Lovey, but he isn't anywhere near a phone and is in the middle of no where. I think God's timing is funny. If Joseph would have been around, I would have called him and then spent forever talking to him about it. Since he wasn't around I had to talk to God. Isn't that sad. God should always be the first one that I talk to, but I find more and more I rely on Joseph for every need. Something to definitely repent about. And change. God gave me an amazing husband not to replace His place in my life, but to bless my life. And Joseph is a blessing.

The verse this morning in my quiet time was: "I will remain quiet and will look on from my dwelling place. ~Isaiah 18:4 I was talking to God this morning telling him that I've felt so much silence from him in the past 10 months. I got so sick, felt miserable, had newborn twins and in it all when there is trouble I go running...running to Joseph. I will sit and wait on God for a minute, not hear what I want to hear and then run to my love. So as sad as it was to not have my love around for my monumental moment, it was nice to have God to spend some time with. Nice enough I think I want to make this a habit!

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