Eye of the Tiger

I've been going to the gym for a couple of months and am completely addicted. I love going. Love it.

For the past couple of weeks, on my running days, I have watched this trekking class happening just a few treadmills down from me. I've heard them talk about training for a half marathon, their long runs on the weekends, and I always think, "These ladies are serious runners. I want to be like them someday." The instructor that leads the class is hardcore and pushes her hardcore class to the limit. I've watched and watched for weeks.

Then today, I got up the nerve to join the class. Oh yeah, baby, you heard me. I walked up to the instructor, looked her in the eye and confidently said, "I'd like to join your class today."

"Well, we actually have a full class today. You have to sign up for the class ahead of time..."

Completely relieved I quickly said, "Oh, I totally understand! That's fine, maybe another.."

She interrupted me, "But we'll make room for you. It shouldn't be too difficult because today we are actually going to be doing run/bike intervals. It'll be a great work out! Hop on a treadmill and start warming up."

WHAT?!?! Seriously. I think that I must have paused too long because she said, "Don't worry, it sounds worse than it is."

I tried to make some more excuses, but she was having none of it so I got on the treadmill and thought, "Why do I get myself into these situations? Ugh. I'm going to get my butt kicked and fall off the treadmill. I hate the bike! These ladies do yoga, eat edamame and drink soy milk - they are real runners. I'm...an eater! Oh, Lord, please don't let me die!!" (I wonder where my kids get their flare for drama?)

So we start.

And I shocked myself.

I not only kept up, but smoked the lady next to me! Alternating between the bike and treadmill, we biked 3 miles and ran 3 miles...in less than 45 minutes! And I seriously felt so good that I really think I could have kept going!

It was awesome! And I am so proud of myself. Afterall, I am the chica who thought that running for 4 minutes straight was miraculous.

I first, give thanks to God and then to my ipod! Without you two, I would not be able to run! ( I kid you not, I have Eye of the Tiger on my ipod and don't think that I don't picture myself in Rocky - running up those steps in Philly!)

Ella Update!

So, I still can't figure out what Ella's deal is. At 10:15 last night (15 minutes after Joseph left for work - isn't that how it always happens?!) I heard Ella crying. I gave her some meds, and some milk and she was quiet for a while. And then at 10:30 I heard her crying again. I got her out, held her and she went back to sleep. That is, until I tried to put her in her crib. I wanted to see if she could soothe herself back to sleep, but after 20 minutes of off and on crying (and waking Luke) I grabbed her and put her in my bed.

I held her until she fell back asleep and then for the next 15 minutes, I inched my way to laying her down so that I could get some sleep. By this time I was exhausted, my back was killing me and I was praying that she wouldn't wake again.

And that is how we slept. Her 2 foot tall/20 pound body right in the middle of the bed and me, balled at the foot of the bed and terrified to move for fear of waking her. She woke up off and on all night, but wasn't too difficult to calm back to sleep.

It wasn't good sleep for either of us.

She seemed fine all day, so I still have no clue what her problem was. I called our doctor (also known around here as 'Daddy') and he wasn't impressed that it was anything I should rush her to his ER for.

This morning Caleb came in and found us both sleeping in bed. He woke me up to do his quiet time and said, "Ella is sleeping with you! She looks so cute in your bed!" And while she certainly did look cute, I have no desire to do that again tonight! Please Lord...

Sweet Mama Moments!

Ella has been so sweet this weekend. Just a little sweet pea! I am smitten with her. Completely smitten.

(One of the hard things about having twins is that when I say something sweet about one, I feel obligated to say something about the other sister. So, let me get that out there so that I can finish talking about Ella. I love Lily Kate and think that she is gorgeous, just beautiful! Okay, now on to Ella...)

Ella really is so cute and has the cutest personality. I love her "toddle" walk. If you are a mama, you know the one...wide legged, like a drunken sailor, with that big "diaper booty" that comes in handy when she falls on her bottom! Love it!

And I love when she babbles and looks right at me. She'll throw in "mom-mommy" every now and again just so that I know she is really telling me something!

Ella is the one that is most adventurous, she tries hard to sing B-I-N-G-O, loves to be chased and swung around in the air, always messes up her hair and pulls her hair tie out, likes to wear necklaces and carry a purse, but at the same time is also rough and likes to wrestle.

She is just a little baby doll that is always on the move! (Although, if you are sitting on the floor and she wants to sit in your lap, she will back up and sit on you!! One word - adorable!) So because she is so active when she sits in your lap for longer than 5 minutes, it's special. With that said, you can imagine how special it was when Ella fell asleep in my lap at the dinner table tonight. While I hope she isn't sick (because seriously, this is very rare) I was thrilled that I got to hold that sleeping baby! *BIG sigh* So sweet and melts my heart!

I really love my kids!

Snapshots of the week

My poor little neglected blog...how I've missed you! Life has been so busy and you my little blog have had to suffer. I am going to try harder. I promise.

Since I have done such a poor job documenting life here, I thought that I would provide you with some snapshots of The Mad House:

• I still have Ike evacuee's at my house. One of my sister's and my brother left Thursday and two of my sister's stayed. It has been so fun to have them around and the free babysitting has been fabulous! F-A-B-U-L-O-U-S!!!
• I have gone to the grocery store at least once a day since the siblings got here.
• Neither of my parents in Houston have electricity and haven't for the past week.
• My parents that live in Seabrook had 3 feet of water in their house. They have been working since Tuesday to get the carpet out and clean up. They're still not done.
• The Love's schedule this past month was wonderful!! We saw him lots and had a lot of fun family time together. We even cleaned out the garage the other day...it was way past time! Last night, The Love started his month of nights. He was zombie-like this afternoon, but I have high hopes that it will get better in a couple of days. I hope they aren't too high!?
• I have already started shopping for Christmas! Seriously, what is that about?
• Caleb is loving school. I'm not sure I'm loving his school.
• Because the weather has been so delicious out lately my kids have been spending LOTS of time outdoors. I don't think that Caleb watched TV all week...love that!!
• I went to a super fun luncheon today and was reminded how proud I am that my husband has chosen to spend the early years (and at the rate we are going the later years will be included at some point too!) of his career in the military. It was so nice to be on base and with other wives that take pride in their husbands careers and want to get involved with the many amazing military service organizations. I met some new friends and had a great time!
• The little Twinkie girls are getting too big, too fast. I absolutely adore them and really want another one (or two!). Shhhh...don't tell The Love. He loves the idea of baby making, but isn't too keen on the idea of baby havin'! How's that for TMI?!
• I went to this party this week where these ladies were selling vinyl lettering that they make for home decor and am now addicted to putting phrases all over my walls. Seriously, addicted.
• I have been scrapbooking at night and watching way more Disney Channel than anyone over the age of 14 should ever have to watch thanks to my sista's! I had never seen Hannah Montana, Suite Life or Life with Derek until this past week and I hope I never see them again!!
• When my sisters learned that I couldn't send a text message, they were completely shocked and amazed! (How in the world have I gotten this far in life without that important skill!?) So, while talking to me like I was a 65 year old grandma that had never heard the word "email" they taught me. I am still no where near as fast as they are, but at least I can send a "text"! Now they are disturbed that I only have 27 songs on my ipod, that holds like 2000, and I have no idea how to use itunes. I am so not cool!

Well, friends, that about sums last week up. Yeah, I agree, you didn't miss much! Thanks for checking in with me and I would love to hear from you all - even you stalkers blog watchers!

Ten Things Tuesday...a day late!

So, I meant to participate int Ten Things Tuesday yesterday, but life got in the way. Not just any life, but this amazing, blessed, fabulous life that I have the pleasure of living! With that said, better late than never...

1. I am thankful for a husband that ran with me (even though I am way slower than he is he still was so sweet and complimentary!) yesterday and encouraged me during the terrible hills!
2. I am thankful for my siblings being here and all of the many hours of free childcare that they really love playing with my kids.
3. I am thankful for the fun memories that the kids are getting to build with their aunts and uncle.
4. I am thankful that my parents house is still standing and that they have such a good attitude despite their not-so-great circumstances.
5. I am thankful that The Love's schedule has been so amazing for the past month and will be for many to come!
6. I am thankful for my friend 2 amazing friends (one in Minnesota and one in North Carolina) and how much they love me and let me call them when I am in crisis and talk all about myself.
7. I am thankful for cooler weather where I can leave my windows open and enjoy fresh air.
8. I am thankful that I have stayed relatively injury free despite my many hours at the gym.
9. I am thankful for all the scrapbooking that I have been able to get done in the evenings and all the memories that we have been able to capture, by photograph, over the years.
10. And last, but definitely not least, I am so thankful for my Love and the four little Darlings that we call ours!

To see what others are giving thanks for head on over to Mrs. Brownstone's place!

Hurrican Ike and Teenagers

Well my friends, life has gotten a bit busier in the past couple of days. I got a call from my stepmom late Wednesday afternoon saying that they thought that the hurricane would be headed that way. My parents live in a little suburb of Houston called, Seabrook and their house is less than a mile from Galveston Bay. I offered to come and get my siblings (ages 11 - 19) and have them come and stay at my house until the storm passes.

My stepmom thought that would be a great idea and I planned to drive down there Thursday morning to get them. By Thursday morning they were under a mandatory evacuation and my little brother decided that he wanted to make the drive here with my other siblings. Both of my parents work at a hospital and their hospital was being evacuated and they weren't allowed to leave the hospital until the last patient had been evacuated.

My siblings got here Thursday afternoon and I'm glad they came. My parents evacuated early Friday morning to my Uncle's house in north Houston and saw the water coming before they left the house.

I talked to my stepmom this morning and she was, understandably, completely overwhelmed. They don't have power and the roads are blocked off by down power lines. They have a generator that gave them power for a little while, but that was dying when I talked to her last. They heard on the news that all of the roads leading to their house were submerged under water, which left her feeling hopeless about the state of their house.

So, I am now caring for 8 kids, ages 1-19. Other than the fact that the teenagers are eating us out of house and I may have to take a second mortgage to afford groceries, we are having fun! My kids are getting lots of attention and I am getting some help around here. Here are a few observations I have about teenagers:

• They eat A LOT!!
• They are on the computer A LOT!!
• They must have really good muscles in their fingers because they use them to text , A LOT!!

While our house isn't big enough for 8 kids we are all making it work and enjoying the time together. Please send some prayers down to Houston and all those that are affected by Hurricane Ike.

I'll try to blog an update when I get one, but remember my computer time is being taken over by teenagers, so I may not be blogging as frequently as usual.

Works for Me - Teaching babies boundaries

Before I go into my "What works for me" I want to say a few things. When I first had Caleb, and he was still a baby, I was so judgemental of other moms. I clearly remember seeing a child screaming and kicking his mother in Target and was sure that his behavior was due to a complete lack of parenting on the part of his mother. "My kids will never act like that," is what I told myself (and others!) And then he turned 3. And I was humbled beyond belief. Many times over. Many, many, many times over!

So my philosophy on parenting goes like this: if you are training your child, seeking God's wisdom and it works for you - GREAT!

I know that what works for me, may be what you want to do (and vice-versa) and that is fine with me. With that said, some of you have asked me about 'carpet training' or 'boundary training' so I will share what works for me. I am NOT telling you what you have to do OR that you are a bad mother if you aren't doing it!!

Got it? Good! Now that we have that out of the way...

We teach our children boundaries at the early age of...when they can crawl. And one of the methods that we do it, is by teaching them to stay on the carpet in our house. Most of the things that are off the carpet in our house are things that I don't want the kids into anyway, so this works on so many levels for us. Here is what we do:

Once our kids are able to crawl we don't let them crawl off the carpet. If they do we redirect them back onto the carpet. It takes a lot of work and patience, but the payoff is so worth it (for us). Since this usually takes place around the 6 month age, we use redirection not discipline.

Here are the reasons I like to 'carpet train' (I really don't like that term because it sounds like something you do with 4 legged furry animals, but I guess that babies are kinda a 4 legged...I digress...):

1. I don't have to chase my baby (or babies) all over the house and wonder what they are getting into.



2. It teaches boundaries at an early age.



3. When we go to anyone's house they stay in one spot and look to me for guidance on where they can go.



4. It allows me the opportunity to expand their boundaries as they get older instead of restrict them.



5. The 'carpet' can also be a blanket when we are outside and I don't want them roaming around.

Now here are some commonly asked questions/misconceptions:

Baby's learn by exploring...how do they get to explore if confined to a carpet?
I don't want them exploring the bathrooms, kitchen, stove, pantry...and other areas that are usually not carpeted. The space that they are confined to is large and has lots of toys and other age appropriate things for baby's to explore.

What if I have a 12 month old...can I go back and teach them to stay on the carpet?
Yes, but it's a LOT more work than if you start when they are young and they never know there are any other options. It also takes more time and patience.

When do you let your baby off the carpet?
As they get older we allow for more freedoms. My girls are 15 months old and still on the carpet.

My little Mikey/Janey is really strong-willed. He/She would never do that.
I have 4 kids, all with very different personalities, yet all train-able.

How do I know if my baby understands what they are supposed to do?

When your baby starts to put their hand off the carpet, only to look back at you first, you know that they get the concept of what they are supposed to be doing. It's been my experience that they understand it very early on. Way earlier than I would ever give them credit for!

Do your kids ever get off when they aren't supposed to?
YES! I have a child (or two!) that love to test the boundaries. So we redirect (or discipline when they are older). And in that they learn a lesson on consequences.

Alrighty, whew that was a long one! As an end note I want to reiterate that this is about what works for me. If it doesn't work for you...I'm okay with that! To see other ideas, check out Rocks in my Dryer.

And how could I forget this one?!?!?

11.) I am SOOO thankful that (as of this morning) I have reached my goal of running 3 miles!!! I am so proud of myself! I can remember back to when I was able to run for 4 minutes straight and thought that was a miracle.

Now the big question is, will I be able to keep on to the half marathon?!?...

Ten Things Tuesday

Some of my friends have been joining in the 'thankfulness' over at XBOX WIFE and I thought that it be fun to jump in this week! There are so many times that I get caught up in the, "if I only had..." game and in truth, we are so blessed and it's nice to have that reminder.

So here goes:

1. I am thankful that my husband took care of our kids so that I could run, go to my bible study and have lunch with some friends today.
2. I am super thankful for the group of friends that I have here! They are an amazing group of Jesus -lovin' women whose friendships bless me beyond belief.
3. I am thankful that Caleb loves his school where he learns about Jesus.
4. I am thankful for moms that meet together to pray over Caleb's school, teachers and the students. And I am thankful for the opportunity to join them.
5. I am thankful for friends that want to swap freezer meals and for all the new recipes that we will get to try (that I won't have to slave over!!!!!).
6. I am thankful about a great gym to workout at and awesome, loving childcare workers who take care of my kids while I workout.
7. I am thankful for a husband that loves his job and finds fulfillment and satisfaction.
8. I am thankful for friends that hold me accountable and ask me the hard questions.
9. I am thankful that my parents live close and we get to see them, at least, monthly. That is so rare and precious for a military family!
10. I am thankful for my gorgeous Beauties and my adventurous Jedi's! Oh, yeah, and that I am married to a ROCKSTAR!

That's what I'm thankful for, what about you? To see what others are giving thanks about go here.

We won't be hanging this sign on the door!

Caleb is really loving school. I did, however, catch him in his room crying on a Saturday morning because they aren't doing math yet. (Soooo, not my child!!) Outside of that little mini-drama he has loved school. Loved it!

School has been motivating Caleb to start trying to spell out words that he doesn't usually try to spell on his own. Before church yesterday he came up to me with a sign that he made. When I figured out what he was trying to spell I laughed. Hard. And so did Joseph when Caleb showed it to him. Take a peek and see if you can figure it out:

Let me translate for you:

Restroom

Men and Women

Pictures from Darth Luke's Birthday Party!

Well, my little Lukie turned 4 and has been so excited about his big birthday party. I sent out invitations through evite and here is what it said:

Four years ago a baby boy was born. He was named Luke and he was strong in the Force. Unfortunately the evil Emperor has converted Luke away from the ways of his Master. We need all young Jedi's to come and persuade him from the dark side.

Please inform the Jedi Council whether or not you accept this invitation by sending a reply.

Come and join us! You're our only hope! May the Force be with you as you make your journey to a galaxy far, far away!

(I was impressed with my creativity!)

As usual we decorated the Birthday Boys' room with his favorite colors...black and red! My mom and I decorated the night before his party and then at 4 in the morning I am disturbed by a very loud noise. Luke was popping balloons! At 4 am! And the best part was Caleb was sleeping through the whole thing. (sigh) Luke, Luke, Luke.

I love this picture of Little Miss Princess getting ready to put Darth Vader's belt buckle on his belt. Isn't she cute?! Princess shirt, fingers in mouth and all!
Dr. Lees and Darth
Look at this cute little face!
I made this cake for Luke. Homemade (meaning no box) cake and frosting. The cake broke, so I had to use some of the frosting to piece it back together, therefore ran out of frosting. So I hid the drama with - peanut butter cups! Yumm-o!

Some Darth Vader pinata action. Isn't it cute how they decided to use light sabers to beat the candy out of his head?!
Broken pinata = Excited kids!
The prego's! Aren't they beeootiful with their bumps?
Star Wars loot. These are all the gifts he got for his birthday. And now I should go write those thank you cards!!!...

One Word: ADORABLE!!!

Am I insane?

There are days in my life, where at the end of the day I think to myself, "Sab Mad - YOU are I-N-S-A-N-E!" Today is one of those days.

The day actually began last night when I started cooking 23 packages of chicken at 7:30 pm and wasn't done until 9:30 pm. Yep, you guessed it! Today was another psycho cooking day! Remember the last one that almost killed me? Well, this one was better. I was determined to learn from our mistakes.

This time I cooked all the chicken the night before, bought a frozen pizza so that we could eat during the madness and picked a day when The Love could be around to help with The Beauties.

And while today went MUCH better, it was still exhausting. I started cooking by 8 am and had already finished my first meal by the time Kellie got here. Between the two of us, we cooked roughly between 35 -40 meals! Seriously.

I sat for 15 minutes to "relax" and then it was time for the boys to come home from school. We did the "after school" drama and then I loaded the kids up and we headed out to the gym. Worked out, headed home to feed the beasts and clean the kitchen after the cook-a-thon. While I love Kellie, she really is the messiest cook I have ever encountered. (Can I get an Amen Kellie?)

And here I sit, exhausted and ready for my boys to fall asleep so that I can get in bed! And for once, I hope that I can dream about something other than food!

It's Backwards Day and I need help!

It's Backwards Day over at Rocks in my Dryer and this is a time for me to ask your wisdom instead of sharing my folly! Initially, I didn't think that I had any questions, but in the last 10 minutes I have come up with about 20 questions.

So here is one that has me stumped: allowance. I want to start giving Caleb (age 6) and possibly Luke (age 4) allowance, but I don't know how much or how often. I want it to be a relevant amount that can actually be spent, saved and tithed. I'm also not sure if I want to attach it to their chores. But if I did, would I penalize for poor behavior, attitude and lack of job being done?

Yeah, see I need help! Share some ideas with this mama!

A walk down Labor Lane on Labor Day

Rocks in my Dryer is having a little Labor Day fun and I thought it would be fun to participate.


How long were your labors?

Kid #1, 14 long, terrible hours.
Kid #2, 7 hours.
Kid #3 & #4, maybe 8 hours...I actually don't remember - it's all a blur.


How did you know you were in labor?

Kid #1, I was induced at 7 am with Pitocin. I swear, 10 minutes after you have had Pitocin the contractions come hot and heavy. Very hot and heavy. You know you're in labor.
Kid #2, I labored at home for 5 hours with some serious contractions. Once the contractions came 5 minutes apart I woke Love and we went in.
Kid #3 & 4, The pitocin once again reared it's ugly head after I had THE most painful maneuver ever done to a woman prego with twins!

Where did you deliver?

They are all hospital babies. I'm that kinda girl.

Drugs?

Yes, please. Seriously, I'm that kinda girl.

C-section?

Hallelujah, praise the Lord - NO!!! Baby 3 (Lily) wanted me to have one. Really bad. So did Baby 4 (Ella) for that matter. So I had an "external cephalic version"...TWICE!! It is seriously the most painful thing that I have ever had done to me. I was that desperate to not have a C-section. It took 1 doctor, 2 nurses and Lovey to hold me down while my OB did the version. Lily turned. Then turned back a couple of hours later. So they did it all over again a week later. (Did I mention I was desperate not to have a C-section?) Lily turned again, and this time they had me sit on a ball for 45 min while administering (that dreaded drug) pitocin! Lily was born head first, Ella came out feet first. NO C-section!

Who delivered?

Doctors, and that's the way it should be!
With Babies 3 & 4, Joseph wanted to deliver them. I didn't love that idea so much. I wanted him to be dad, not doctor. He was good with that.

Let me know if you decide to play along because I would love to read your stories!

Happy Birthday Luke!

Luke,

Happy 4th birthday Darth Vader (if you heard me say that you would be so excied - you love to be called Darth Vader)!! Today is your birthday, but tomorrow is your party and you are so excited. You have only been talking about it for the past 3 months! To anyone and everyone who would listen. And, true to who you are, you have invited everyone you meet to come to your party!

My little Lukie, you are the funniest, sweetest child I have ever met. Yesterday as we were walking home from the bus stop you asked me, "Mommy, what number is bigger than 100." I replied, "200." And then you said the sweetest thing I have ever heard, "I love you 200!" You are adorable!

Here are four of my favorite things about you these days:

1. You are the most charming child...when I ask you to do something that you don't want to do, you look me straight in the eye and with the biggest smile and cutest face say "Yes, ma'am" and then do the completely opposite thing I said. It can be really hard to get mad at you sometimes!
2. You love your big brother!! Since Caleb has started school you really miss him and tell him that all the time. I overheard you begging Caleb not to go to school the other day because you would miss him. You and Caleb have such a great, close relationship and for that I am so thankful.
3. You are so into Star Wars it is c-r-a-z-y! And the craziest part is that you are just four. But I guess that's what happens when you have a big brother. Your favorite guys are Darth Vader and Darth Maul and your favorite episode is 4. Nana Bear got you a Darth Vader costume and you put it on today...you were so excited!!
4. My most favorite thing about you is how expressive you are. When you want a junk snack you will give this pathetic-I-could-die-at-any-moment look and say that you "think you are going to throw up!" And so I say, "Oh no! What do you think you need to feel better?" With total drama you will say, "I need ____!" (fill in the blank with - ice cream, a cookie, a doughnut, gum, fruit snack) You wear all your emotions on your sleeve and I love it! All I have to do is look at your adorable little face and I know exactly how you are feeling!

My little boy, there are so many things I love about you. I can't wait to see what kind of man you will grow to be. Actually I can wait because I am enjoying the phase that you are in right now. You are determined, charming, passionate, athletic, laid back, outgoing, trusting, funny, enthusiastic, energetic and such a joy to be around!

Before we ever met you I have been praying for the Light that shines within you. I pray that others are attracted to you because of the deep love and strong relationship that you have with your Savior. I pray that you are able to articulate that love and share it passionately with others. I pray that you are clothed with compassion, kindness, gentleness and strength. I also pray that you use your big personality to draw out others who are lonely and show them they are loved by God. I pray, my sweet little Lukie, that in all you do and all you are you always remember that you have been placed here to show others God's glory and point the way to him. You are an amazing little boy Luke and I love you so much!

Happy Birthday my big 4 year old!!!

This just got very INTERESTING and EXCITING!

Did y'all hear the big news?! J-Mac announced his pick for VP of the USA...Sarah Palin! And to say I am so excited about her is an understatement! Here is what I love about her:

• She's a Christian
• She's Republican
• SHE'S woman
• She's not only from the state Hubs was born and raised, but also lives in the same little town my husband is from and my in-laws live (how crazy us that?!).
• She's a mama of 5!!
• She's adorable
• She opposes same sex marriage
• Her oldest son enlisted in the Army (I'll forgive that he didn't join the AF)
• She's not your typical politician
• She's Pro-Life
• She knowingly brought a child into this world that has Down Syndrome and when she looks at him she sees "perfection"
• And I totally LOVE that she brought her (infant!) son to this big breakout rally without any shoes. This is a woman after my own heart

I am once again excited about this election and can't wait to see what's to come!!

"I choo'd"

In all my excitement over Caleb going to kindergarten, I forgot to tell you that Luke is going to school also. Our school district offers a pre-K program for four year olds and Luke barely made the cutoff. I thought long and hard about this because it's from 11:45-2:45 five days a week. Five days are a lot in my world and I just wasn't sure if that would be a good fit for us.

But, I'm super happy to report that thus far it is going well! Luke loves riding on the school bus. (I was worried about him being on the bus at such a young age, but they have chaperone's on the bus for the 4 year old's!) And he comes home excited every day and says its, "awesome" to go to school.

That kid is so cute! Below is a conversation I had with him:

While pulling a tissue out of his pocket he says, "My teachers gave me a tissue to put in my pocket because I choo'd"

You what?

I choo'd

You what? What did you do?

I choo'd

I stood there mystified and then finally it dawned on me! You mean you went, "ah-choo? Did you sneeze?

Yeah, I went choo.


Isn't that kid adorable? That kid seriously has personality. And lots of it. He's always making us laugh with the crazy things he says. I think we'll keep him!

Some pictures of the big day!

Here is my school boy...doesn't he look so handsome?!

What a day! (BIG sigh!)

Our morning ran more smoothly than I could have imagined. Caleb loved his list and did everything on it without any issues. I have no illusions that it will always be this easy, but I will take it when I can get it

Dropping Caleb off was hard and the school was a mad house! Caleb went right in and was so excited to be there. There was absolutely no tears, hesitation or sadness on his part. My part, on the other hand, is another story. I held it together very well on the way there, there and on the way home. It was when I got home and Luke said, "I miss Caleb. Can we go get him?" And then I saw Caleb's "friends" (Pups and Blankie) all by themselves on the table and that is when I lost it. Caleb loves his "friends" and is still very attached to them. Him leaving them at home was a big step and one I didn't even have to encourage. He did it all on his own. He's growing up! Ready or not...

Here is a picture of him when I dropped him off:


I cried on and off all morning. This adjustment is huge for me. For the past 6 years Caleb and I have had a similar routine every day. When Luke was born, things slightly changed and when the twins were born there was change, but even it was slighter than this one. Big change can be hard for me. Especially when it involves my kids.

Below is a picture of Caleb getting off the school bus:

Isn't this the nicest school bus you have ever seen?! He was so happy and that gave me such comfort!

My school boy had a great day and is thrilled that he gets to go back tomorrow! Oh, and he updated his blog with some thoughts about school.

To Caleb, From Mama on your FIRST day of school!

Caleb,

Today you are going to kindergarten and you are thrilled beyond words. You have been asking to go for 2 years and you are so excited that the day has finally come! Mama can't believe that this day is already here. I feel like it was just last month that we brought you home from the hospital and wasn't it just last week that you were learning to walk? My time with you, my little Lovie, is flying right by and this is another big mile marker that we have approached.

Mama is happy for you, but also a little sad too. I will miss you. Luke, the girls and I will be lonely without you. You are a very important piece to our day. I am so thankful that we kept you home an extra year. You have matured tons, got to spend time getting to love on the sisters and I have LOVED watching you and Luke become best buddies. I love hearing Luke ask you questions, hearing you guys making up games and I love listening to the little moments that you have gotten to have together. I will cherish them forever. While this past year hasn't always been easy, I am so grateful that we had it together.

I am also grateful that you will be experiencing two things that you are excited about - school and learning. We prayed about and chose a school where you will get to hear about Jesus throughout your day! You will get to read the bible, sing songs and learn memory verses with teachers who love Jesus. That makes letting you go a little easier.

Little Lovie, I pray that you will have a great time at school. I pray that your teacher will be kind, patient, understanding and that she has growing and committed relationship with Jesus Christ and that her joy overflows to you throughout the day. I pray that kids are drawn to the Light inside you and that you make wise choices in friends. I pray that you remember, that if you are scared or lonely, God loves you more than I ever could and that He is there with you.

I love you Caleb and I'm so proud to be your mama!

Holy God, this is so hard for me. Please give me peace throughout the day as I am away from Caleb. Put your hand of protection around him and comfort him if he is lonely, sad or scared. Help Caleb to remember that you are always there for him. Please help our morning to run smoothly and give me a brave face when I drop him off. Remind me today that this is the path that you have chosen for us and please give me some reassurance of that. Give Caleb favor with his teachers and peers, Lord, and let your Light shine bright within him. I know that he is yours Father and I thank you for trusting him to me for this season. Father, please draw me close to you today. I love you. Amen.